6:24 PM me: ok, so once a prophet reached till the end of the world, overcoming all the difficulties and -isms, and gaining philosophical knowledge which was more than necessary to spend a lifetime. now, he could actually see the world's end, many memories were flashing in front of his eyes, many people's voice was echoing in his head. He was just few steps away from the edge now, just a step more and he was there.
6:25 PM he could've got the ultimate shaanti, mukti, serenity, qayamat.
6:26 PM he paused for a moment there, he turned around, thought to himself-was there anything I should've done, is there anyhting which I will repent later- he didn't have any answer
6:28 PM He was a wise man, and he has shed greed during his journey. He was not thinking about any indulgence he might have missed, similarly he wasn't greedy to enter the new world either
he wanted that moment to come naturally to him.
6:29 PM but still why this dielemma-Wasn't is what I wanted to achieve?- he asked himself
Yes-was the obvious answer
real: ani mang?
me: he tried to meditate for a while
6:30 PM took a deep breath...he remembered his mother-she was dead now, he doesn't even remember how she died, he knew it by default
6:31 PM too another deep breath, he remembered his little sister, she was married, happily married and indulged into all primary sins, so was the case with his best friend
6:32 PM he knew even they could've paved this path to mukti with them- they had the ability in them
6:33 PM Then? what made them so weak? Weak? do you think you are stronger? isn't it the vanity? are you commiting a sin, at the edge of achieving the un-achievable?
6:34 PM No that was not the case, he tried to reason himself.
6:35 PM Maybe they didn't follow the path becasue they were too caught up in the mundane work, they didn't have time-like me- to delve into the search of finding the truth-they didn't have that drive, and resources to do that..
6:36 PM Oh so you are now Proud that you did what you did, you poor man, they are atleast happy wherever they are, they are rich, have family
6:37 PM and they achieved that by their hardwork--
6:38 PM well, I could've done that too-I remember how I helped them to sort their life's problems, in fact I remember how I helped everybody, and now they all are better settled than me.
--My my you are envious now, huh?
6:39 PM real: ohhh...this is going goooooo...oood..
stupid monks..
:P
me: do you have anyone who would stand by you forever, they are helped and helping others.
6:40 PM unlike you, who only concerned about your own mukti
6:42 PM oh, you know nothing my inner voice, do you know through which pain I've been? do you know how does it feel to be alone, forever. do you know what it takes to avoid any temptations
6:43 PM You just need to sit there, be in hibernated state for all the life, just to wake up suddenly at the wrong moment and advice me
6:44 PM well, my brother I'm YOUR inner voice, as you have mentioned-so now we/You/I have commited two more sins-Wrath and Sloth
real: he has got so many unnessesary qstns man...he is a pseudo meditator...
6:45 PM me: well, just ask yourself, what did you missed in your life, if you don't feel anything you've missed then go on cross the line, attain the mukti
6:47 PM Your answer is expected to be negative, as you've commanded your senses and you have avoided all the sins-you shouldn't have anything you might wanted to try
Ok
said the prophet,
6:48 PM he woke up, was it the real tapsya he wanted to do always?
he didn't know how much years he was there
6:49 PM He still had questions, he still had answers to find
THE END
6:50 PM real: nice one dude..
liked it..
and i got the name for it..
THE WASTED YEARS...
6:51 PM The life is meaning less man.
we just exist because we exist...
there is no meaning or purpose for the existance..
6:53 PM wat u think?
me: yeah
6:54 PM you know what? I ddnt know what i was writing when i started
i just started with one sentence
real: ha ha ha..
shit happens..
:D
6:55 PM me: once a prophet reached the end of the world...that's what i wanted to write
this was total spontaneous and live-i didn't copy-paste it from nowhere
shit
6:56 PM real: i know man..
it was spontaneous and it was true..
no bullshit to the point and nicely narrated..
6:57 PM me: if it's a complement, I'm happy
i think i should post it on my blog
as it is.
6:58 PM real: ya u shd...
